Sunday, October 28, 2007

Shopping day out.

I am not really a shopping person like most of the girls do. Maybe I just don't like places packed with people.

Yesterday, I need to bring Lyn to go to the Cat Whiskers Desa Sri Hartamas which she doesn't know where. After brunch, we reached there at about 12pm. After shopping at 4 different boutiques at the same row of shops, we headed to Mid Valley due to she need to get a pair of pants from MNG.

I didn't been to Mid Valley for more than 2 years I think. I don't really like to go there due to the crowd. Since yesterday we have driver to drive us around, I just followed them. :P

The place is still crowded like it always do during weekends. I followed them to walk until 4.30pm. My feet was almost cramped, back was a little bit painful. Luckily I was wearing a slippers. Or else, I think my feet and back would complaint really terribly. :p

After Mid Valley, I went to Sunway Pyramid for the chicken buffet, which our 2 guys wanted to eat. I was waiting for their vinegar chicken wings during the whole eating session, but only manage to get 4 little pcs at the end, when everybody was full. It was kind of disappointed because the chicken wing was not as nice as it used to be. :(

After dinner, they guys wanted to go to the Arcade to play some video games. I ended up playing the hammer rats/thieves hit only, and attracted quite a number of people surrounded me to see me playing. Maybe because of Lyn and Eric was keep screaming for me right beside me. They were more excited than I did when I was playing.

After the gaming session. We decided to go back after a long day out. So I came back with 1 pair of slippers from Esarli, 1 black top from Colours, and one dark grey t-shirt from Padini.

It was really tiring. Maybe I am really old for such a day out. :P

Friday, October 26, 2007

Just friends.

I met AL, who used to take the same course with me in Metropolitan College though friendster few months back. We do keep in touch almost every week through emails and MSN chatting recently. He seems very protective over me (that's very sweet of him).
He keep telling me that I became his lucky charm, which I don't know how, due to he has closed a few big deals since we 're-union'.

He told me that his close friends keep teasing him about me, and he admitted that I am very important to him somehow(perhaps just the lucky charm part. :p). This is the 1st time I got to know in real that someone would treat the opposite sex that nice, without asking for any return. Perhaps too nice , and make people around him misunderstand about us.
Human, actually not as complicated as we thought isn't it? We will just happen to like and treat someone nice because we want to, not because we want anything from them. The world is still beautiful I think. :)

Friday, October 19, 2007

Morib Beach & Tanjung Sepat.

I've heard about Morib Beach since quite some time ago, but didn't have the chance to go there. Finally, on the 1st Raya day, Eric suggested to bring us to Tanjung Sepat to have a look since another 3 of us never been there before.

We started the journey at about 2.30p.m. It was raining around Klang area when we were on our way there. Luckily when we reach Morib beach, the weather seems very nice, and windy. The beach basically is small, and dirty. I actually wonder how those people still can swim in the dirty water and the muddy beach. Feel so yucks!!

After that we headed to Tanjung Sepat thought of want to buy the famous Hainan Pao and try. But we were to late and all sold out. Then we headed to visit the longan farm. The road was so narrow, and full of small stones. The longan quality was really disappointed me. The meat was too soft. Not really nice to eat.

After the longan farm, we decided to leave the small village, and rush back Puchong for dinner since everyone is hungry. Didn't go for the seafood because expected might have a lot of people there.

It rained again when we were on our way back, and flooded around Shah Alam area.

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Small and muddy Morib beach.

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Longan trees full of longans.

Korean food.

I went to a new Korean restaurant in Bandar Puteri Puchong for dinner with a very close friend of mine. The waiters there are so polite!! That was my 1st impression. And the environment is good enough too.

We ordered 2 dishes of the BBQ pork (because 2 dishes is the min order for the BBQ dish), and one pot of spicy seafood pot with rice. We didn't expect the food came with so many small plates of side dishes. So end up, 2 of us couldn't finish all the food.

They served miso soup, which was incredibly sweet, then we asked for another 2 bowls of soup from the waiter. Each of us finished 2 bowls of soup, with a lot of food. I think the rest of the customers might think: Wow! These 2 girls can really eat like pigs!! Hehe....

We went back home with super full stomach that night.

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Food and side dishes we ordered.

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Yummy BBQ pork

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Left over kimchi

Lazy blogger.

I know I'm a lazy blogger. A few friends asked me why my blog never have update for so long. :P Alright! alright! I will try to write more. And add pictures, to make it not so plain. :)

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Is it over?

I've been in an unofficial relationship with BL for about 2 months. We never meet, but through emails and telephone conversation, the feeling to each other just developed into a different stage, don't know since when.

The feeling of betrayal is tearing me apart. Although some people might think that I deserve better than my current BF, but....I still love him. Whenever he did something not right, like last week, he apologized, and 'compensated'. Perhaps I just forgive people too easily?

The thought of telling BL about I want to call it a stop between me and him, was running in my mind these 2 weeks. But whenever I hear his voice, my heart just melted, and don't know how to tell him about that.

But today, through emails, I finally told him about what I think. He seems expected this and accepted it right away, and ask me not to worry because he will make things easy for me. Maybe....he didn't fall as deep as I thought, or as deep as I do. After reading what he wrote in the email, my heart felt so pain suddenly. I'm thinking: Am I too greedy and selfish?
I just wanted to be fair to BL, since I can't promise him anything right now, and shouldn't have keep dragging with him. But why on earth my heart feel so painful when I managed to do that?

I never hate myself this much like now. Lik, please forgive me if you ever read this OK?

Friday, October 5, 2007

Cold war.

Created on 30-9-2007:

I'm having a cold war with him. The same old reason, he doesn't really bother me, and make me feel like he's taking our relationship for granted. We compromised about he doesn't need to accompany me during weekdays, but weekend he's supposed to be all mine. But, he disappointed me again and again.

Yesterday, he told me that he wanted to help in his friend's shop, and can gain some knowledge/skills besides of earning extra income. I am understanding enough I guess, and let him to do it since it's his interest, and at least he's working hard to gain extra income, and not go out for leisure. When he got back in the evening, right after dinner, he watched his series drama all night. I tried to ask him out, just to go for a drink at mamak stall nearby, but he refused. I was thinking maybe he's tired to go out again, since he was out the whole day. Then before I go to sleep, which was at 1am, I asked him to accompany me to talk for a while before I fall asleep. All he can answered was: Can you please let me watch this now since I didn't have time to watch it over the weekdays? I was really hurt when he told me that.

Today, I didn't talk to him the whole day. This is not the 1st time, and he still don't know what I'm angry about. All he think is I'm just being moody and crazy, and angry for nothing.

When BL called me from his vacation oversea in the evening, I almost broke down and cry. I tried to to hold my tears back so hard. I felt so fragile when he called, especially when he said he misses me so much. I didn't tell him anything about this, in order not to spoil his mood of holiday.Why the one who is so near to me don't bother me at all, but the one who is so far away called me and just to listen to my voice? Do all guys, or all the relationships have to be in such a way? When you don't have it, you are craving for it; but when you have it, you just leave it aside, and no need to bother about it anymore? Sometimes, I really feel like to be out of love, to avoid such disappointment everytime.



Comments

Posted by: MK | September 30, 2007 09:03 AM

haha, stupid felle in love like you.. what to suffer??

I've been promoted officially finally!

Created on 28-9-2007:
I just got a news on I'm being promoted officially finally. But I'm yet to receive the promotion letter yet. So still don't know about the increment yet. I'm a bit surprised cos this is the 1st time in my company's history for promoting someone in the mid of the year. Yet,I don't put any high hope on my increment. No hope means no disappointment. Sigh...

Comments

Posted by: MK | September 30, 2007 09:03 AM

bravo babe.. i know you can do it..

Sickening killer.

Created on 23-9-2007:

I was reading The Star and China Press newspapers last Saturday evening alone at home. I first read The Star, with the headline 'My baby'. It's the case of the little Nurin who was killed and left naked in a sports bag inside a shop lot. I felt upset after reading the news. After reading The Star, I proceed to China Press with the headline 'Dad Cried', and my tears couldn't help but rolled down on my cheeks right after reading that headline. I really don't understand why that sickening brutal killer could do such a thing, to hurt, humiliate, and killed such a cute little girl. Even if the police happen to catch him, what can the law do to him? At most jail and 'rotan' him, or just hand to die. I never think that's enough for such an sickening killer. He will never been tortured and humiliated to death, like what he did to other people.

IT WILL NEVER BE FAIR!!




I killed a cat!!

Created on 6-9-2007:

Don't know which idiot raring cats inside the condo I'm staying, and the stupid cats keep making noise around the condo, and annoyed a lot of residents. So I just went downstairs at 12am, and able to catch the cat and just thew it inside a covered big rubbish bin. I told the guard to ask the cleaner to throw it far a way from the condo the next morning when they do cleaning. Then yesterday, I was told by the guard that the cat died in the rubbish bin. A friend said I'm so cruel for doing that, and make me feel so guilty now. I really didn't mean to kill it!! Sob sob.

There are still a few cats there. If the stupid cats annoy me again, I will still throw it inside the rubbish bin, but will make sure the cover is opened this time.. :p



Comments:

Posted by: Jeri | September 6, 2007 11:48 PM

Luckily you are not in Australia or else you will be jail!!! There was a guy jail for 6 months for kicking and torturing a dog..For you killing a cat??? hhmmmm.....i think 12 months in jail..hahaha

Posted by: Crystal | September 7, 2007 07:20 AM

:(

Thursday, October 4, 2007

Someone you know too late.

Created on 4-9-2007:
Has anyone met anyone whom you think you know him/her for too late? You might think: Why our fate comes so late? Or maybe we are just not meant to be?

Comments

Posted by: Allen | September 5, 2007 02:27 AM

i hate this fate...come late, better dont come. make things complicated...

Posted by: iRonTech | September 5, 2007 07:53 PM

like before the sun rise + after the sunset?

if human not greedy, won't think abt wat u said.

Posted by: Crystal | September 6, 2007 10:07 PM

Sometimes we just can't control how we feel. That's the whole problem. Sigh.....

Posted by: Jeri | September 6, 2007 11:45 PM

fate? destiny? it really happen...that why i am in Australia enjoying my life...

HAPPY HOLIDAY!

Created on 30-8-2007:

Just feel like shouting 'HAPPY HOLIDAY' to everyone. But think of the long weekend, with no plan yet, can be really boring.

There are places I want to go, but afraid of the traffic jam everywhere. Think of it, make me so reluctant. Guess most probably will just rot at home.

Sigh.....




I Hate Dogs!!

Created on 21-8-2007:

I went to a best friend's place to see her wedding photos and video. She got a very pampered doggy in the house. I mean..really pampered, like a baby. Love being carried around the house. But..I hate pets!! I just think that they are smelly and dirty. And furthermore, they are animals. You won't know when they will go crazy and bite you.

I told my friend to better hold her dog, to avoid I kick it. Don't say I'm a cruel person. I just don't like being 'threatened'. My friend told me that her dog behave very well, and won't go near strangers. But I guess I'm the really unlucky one. The dog kept trying to come over me and tried to smell and lick my feet. And what I could do was just sitting there and hold my breath. End up: My feet full of its saliva. So Yucks!!

I HATE DOGS!!


Comments

Posted by: Jeri | August 21, 2007 11:11 PM

Haha...
Good lor .................
Dogs are very kind 1...
They wont bite unless threaten
You must be having a smelly leg that why it lick you lor!!
lol...

Posted by: iRonTech | August 22, 2007 12:16 AM

:S cat worst lar...

Posted by: Crystal | August 22, 2007 06:55 PM

I smell so good most of the time, even my feet OK!! :P Definitely Don't have Hong Kong Feet. Haha....

Honesty not appreciated.

Created on 17-8-2007:
Being too direct or honest won't be appreciated most of the time. I used to express what I love and hate to people that I know, but some of them might just think that I just simply say it out loud, and doubt about what I tell. Is it wrong for being too honest? Or should I become one of those who never tell true feelings, and just pretend to be someone really decent or really nice? I don't think I can be someone who wear the mask all the time. That is just so not me!! I think I become insane if I do that.

Comments

Posted by: iRonTech | August 22, 2007 12:18 AM

kekesi lor... that the way how we 'survive'..(else im sure your back will shoot by many ppl)

The older the prettier?

Created on 17-8-2007:

Normally I just wear jeans with t-shirt, or long sleeve shirt with pants to work. But these 2 weeks, I straighten my hair, wear clothes I normally don't wear to work. It's still the pants, but with nicer and sexier(yet still presentable) top to work, and put a little bit of make up.

The result of the above is: All my colleagues and friends keep asking me is it I have new date or something recently. A friend asked me why do I looked prettier as I grow older.

Did I really looked that 'plain' when I don't wear nicely and don't put up any make up on? No wonder people say make up and make a devil turn into an angel.



Comments

Posted by: Alex | August 30, 2007 01:02 AM

suitable clothing could make u prettier at least 40%.

Posted by: Crystal | September 6, 2007 10:11 PM

Yup. Like people always say: There is no ugly women, only lazy women. :)

Bookmarks from pen pal.

Created on 6-8-2007:

I used to have a very good pen pal when I was in primary school. We had no PC/notebook to communicate so easily like we are doing now, just wrote letters to each other once a week at least. And I just found some bookmarks that he gave me inside my drawers just now. There are just so memorable.

We were really pure friends last time. Unlike the 'intention' that half of the people having now - to get GF/BF.

People really changed a lot in this 2 decades. We just can't go back to the simple life that we used to have like before. Is this good? or bad? I really have no idea.



Comments

Posted by: -VincEnt- | August 6, 2007 08:20 AM

got good also got no good

^_^


Posted by: iRonTech | August 7, 2007 12:25 AM

The 'intention' still depend your luck,eg what type person u've met.

Posted by: Arthur | August 7, 2007 04:08 AM

why u need friend so madly :)

Posted by: Crystal | August 7, 2007 05:35 AM

Not I need friend madly. But..if compared to get to know those with bad intention, of course prefer those need only pure friendship.
I've met..all kind of sickening people. Haha... Then guess I had bad luck.

Posted by: Alex | August 30, 2007 01:05 AM

Everything happened must hv their reason behind , but i believe all are just so good

Nuisance drivers.

When I was driving to work, almost reached office this morning, this stupid white Mazda Lantis followed me so near from the back, till I could barely see his front light. I couldn't drive any faster because there were cars in front of me, and a lot of junctions and sharp corners. I tried to keep on braking so that he would keep a distance with me, but he just wouldn't give up. And the Iswara in front of me put his signal when he "reached" the junction, and make the turn immediately. And this caused me brake till my car stopped, and the Mazda behind braked like mad and almost knocked me. What the heck! If not because I kept a distance with the Iswara in front, which still allowed me to go in front a bit, the stupid Mazda would have knocked me from behind.

There are so many nuisance drivers around in Malaysia. This not only imply to ladies, but to men as well. Came out from the junction only when you almost reach tham; put on signal light seems cost them a tonne of gold; Driving at 60km/hr on a highway but occupy the right lane. Is it because of our driving test too linear...or..some other reasons?

There is only one thing I want to say: For those who can't even drive properly on a normal road, go learn and then test your driving skills again!!


Comment from Vincent on 30-7-2007:

he he...
like tat de ah~~~

Nuisance drivers
Malaysia got name de ma~
^_^



I have got to spent time in reading up your blog.this topic attracted my interest.

Created on 20-7-2007:


I'm still fat. Half a year of hard work still couldn't give me my perfect figure. I bought one bikini from Phuket early this year, and still dare not to wear that yet, due to the fat on my tummy.
I don't care, I'm gonna work harder to lose the fat on my tummy, by hook or by crook. By end of this year, hopefully i can wear it for my Bali trip.

Ganbade!!


Comment from Vincent on 20-7-2007:

wah~
must take care body lol

+ U + U!!!


Comment from Crystal on 20-7-2007:

Yeah I will. I don't starve, and I can't skip my meal. Don't worry. :) Thanks for the concern.

Comment from Arthur on 7-8-2007:

can i have a look how slim u are now ... !! haha ,.. show us ur result coming december ok ... :)


I'm a Workaholic.

Created on 18-7-2007:

Lately, I've named as workaholic by a few people. Since..I've been working so hard, to earn extra money for my vacations, and to distract myself from thinking of something/someone which/who I am not supposed to think about.

I used to have a lot of fun, err...maybe I still am. Just feel that have been settled down quite a lot for the past one year.

It has been quite a tragic change for me for the past 12 months. From attached to someone, cut down contacts with a lot of friends, especially guys, lost weight, got my own house, own car. Perhaps..should think of marriage next? :P

A few people sighed when heard that I plan to get married next year. Do they really think I'm not suitable for marriage? Or afraid that I might lose all the fun after married? Only they know why. Guys please let me know what do you think about this. I'm actually still standing at the junction of decision, on which road I should go.





Comment from Allen on 12-9-2007:
I have got to spent time in reading up your blog.this topic attracted my interest.
Life is full of uncertainty.i reckonned u are pretty doubt in marriage life. i don't think you can find a right answer from anyone to comment whether u are suitable in marriage life. But yourself could have your own answer in your mind.
You are loss and full of uncertainty of doubt in marriage life.
Think positive and be more confident in yourself.
In my opinion, if u have doubt in your upcoming plan of marriage. u have not ready to settle down.
i will congratulate u if you have firm with decision in getting married next year.
you are an angel to those who appreciate u. you are an evil for those who disgrace u.
BUT to me, you are perfect ANGEL. Beauty in appearence and kind hearted.
WHY so worried? you have a qualitative personality to choose your MR.RIGHT.
regards
ALLEN LEE