Binary Option

Read about Binary Option in MSN news few weeks back, and interested to find out how is the investment goes. So I registered and trying out with practice account. 1st time doing direct trading like this. Not that easy to earn money actually. Thought this can be my chance to get rich and retire earlier. Haha...

I am still using the given money in the Practice Account and still lost all. Practice maybe can make perfect (hopefully). Hopefully can slowly gain back what I have lost. Treat it like a game or lesson. No serious money at the moment. Not until I am good in it at least.

Retrieved Old Blog

Yay! Accidentally logged in to old gmail and able to access my old blog. So I combined those memorable posts to old one. I shall update the new one here from now on. Been resting for a very long time.

Confession of a Chou Chou Owner

Read a funny article and it is exactly how i feel about mine.

http://sgag.sg/posts/confessions-of-a-chou-chou-bantal-busuk-owner

Mine is a baby pillow, very tiny size like exactly what a few months baby hold. I have the same size of pillow since baby. My mum made it exactly the same size, with exactly the same material-torn clothes. My mum used to put it under the sun frequently when she was staying with me. Now, I still do it, but probably once a year, and forced to change its clothing due to hygiene issue. It is soooo soft when I touch it and hold it.Sometimes I even woke up and searched high and low for my baby pillow if it's not in my arms.

This is my baby pillow:

Only those with one will understand. Others, please keep your comment to yourself and I do not want to listen to a single word. Hehe....

Depression in 2015

I never thought that I will have depression since I am quite a happy go lucky kind of person. But since yesterday morning, I was feeling so down.Probably people around me are changing while I still stay at the same place+made shitty decision in love by saying something which I didnt mean it and hurt the one I love and caused he is swaying away from me. Probably my self esteem is really too low until I have lost my confidence and made such silly move.

Now I understand why depressed people shout and cry out of sudden. I saw an article which a fren sent to me this morning. People with depression will act happier or more excited in front of family and friends, just to show them he/she is OK. That exactly hit it in my case. But when I am alone, i just feel like crying out loud. I've been asking myself why and how I can be one like this. I started to hate myself, started to feel like to be away from everyone. 

I don't want to continue to feel this way.So I went to check on a gym which nearby my house,and decided to join them soon. At least by doing something healthy which can let me release my stress is way much better than sitting alone at home. Cross fingers I will be a happy girl again very soon.

Touching Story

Read a touching story in 2015 which made my tears rolled down. Maybe my lacrimal is just too active.
Here's the story:-


Boy: Hi baby!! How are you? I'm so happy today!!
Girl: Wait, I'll text you later, I'm still busy with my thesis.
Boy: Can you do it later? Letter talk first.. I miss you so much baby.
Girl: I have to finish this on time, you know that.
Boy: Please baby, just this once? You can finish that tomorrow.
Girl: What???? Can't you understand this is my project!? Can't you give me time for myself?? COULD YOU PLEASE? I ALSO HAVE MY OWN LIFE..LET ME LIVE FOR MYSELF FOR ONCE! STOP TEXTING ME!
Boy: Sorry baby. I love you very very much. I'll just text you later.
Boy: Hi baby, I can't stay long not texting you. I really wanted to talk to you.. I want us to be happy again.
Boy: Hi baby, still you are not responding to my texts. How's your thesis?
Boy: Baby... Please response,I'm worried already..
Boy: Baby it's already 10pm.. It's been 2 hours but you are still not replying to my text. I miss you already...i love you so much!
Boy: Uhm baby.. I love you so much.. I'm just here for you always.. The time is near that we'll always be together..
Girl: Didn't I tell you I'll text you after I'm done with my thesis?! Can't you understand that?!?! Why is it so hard for you to get that I'm BUSY?? It's like there's no tomorrow..you are overreacting..WILL YOU JUST SLEEP??
Boy: Sorry baby.. Ok.Goodnight baby..I love you..Take care of yourself always..I'll always here to guide you..I'm just here..I'll never leave you. ......the NEXT DAY....
Girl: Baby, wake up..Sorry about what I've said last night..i was just really busy..eat your breakfast baby, I'll be going to school now..
Girl: Wake up baby, you still have classes to attend..text me when you're awake..
Girl: Hey, why until now you're not texting? It's already our lunch break..why didn't you attend your classes? Don't you have phone credits? Please text me..
Boy: He left us already..my son left me already..your boyfriend left you..he alreadyleft those who are dear to him..Did he tells you he's sick? This was the 3rd year his doctor gave him...we thought it wasn't true..Because no one can predict how long a person can
live in this world..but to our surprised, his heart didn't make it too..We tried towake him up this morning but he never responded... There was a message for you in
his phone but he wasn't able to send it.. ""Take care of yourself always, I'm happy where I am going..please, don't cry..I'm sorry I didn't tell you about my condition..i don't want
to bother you because I know how busy you are with your thesis..i don't wanna add up to your worries..I'm not sure if I'm lucky enough to still have a chance to wake up tomorrow but I'm always praying that He'll give me a chance to see you and be with you
everyday of my life..I love you so much...I regret that we didn't have a
chance to talk longer today..but I understand you..you might fail on your thesis if you won't be able to finish it..I'm really really sorry...and I love you very very much..Please, promise me you'll be strong..I'm by your side now..I'll always be here..

Biodata (Part 2) of 2015

I’ve read again my old blog yesterday and found out that I actually wrote a funny bio-data before in 2008.

***********Have You Ever*****************

* Broken a bone: Ouchh! Luckily Never.

* Been in a police car: Noooo!!

* Been on a plane: Yup. Not many times though.

* Came close to dying: Yup. 2 times. When I fell down from bicycle on a main road in form 4, and when I met accident in a T-junction.

* Been in a hot tub: Actually only once in a spa in Bali, as I dare not to use hotel’s tub.

* Fallen asleep in school: Never. I was an extremely good student. Kakakaka….

* Given anyone a bath: Haha…yes. My cousin sisters when they were real  small.
* Bungeed: No
* Made yourself throw-up: I don’t really know how. Digging throat is just too….yuck!
* Gone skinny dipping?: I dare not to do that yet.
* Been in the opposite gender's washroom: Yup. When the female toilet was closed in petrol kiosks.
* Eaten a dog biscuit: Haha…I am not interested at all.
* Put your tongue on a frozen pole:  No.Does it taste good? Someone who tried please let me know.
* Played truth or dare: Yup. A few times.
* Been in a physical fight: No. If I ever do, maybe it will be a court case.
* Been in a sauna: Sauna bed yes, but not sauna room when it's functioning.
* Kissed your friend: Yes. On cheeks.
* Flashed someone: No. Haha…flash….like psycho do?
* Cried in school: Yes. Once. And caused my ex-classmate almost forced to stop schooling.

* Ever been cheated on?: Yes. And it really hurts. L

* Get sick: Got sick very frequent in the past half a year. In fact still coughing now.
* Best feeling in the world: Satisfaction, and being loved.

***********What is-****************

5 things I was doing in the past 5 years:

-        - Ended a 13years relationship.

-        - Bought a landed property.

-       -  Stopped Facebooking and blogging for a few years.

-      -   Started baking of cakes and cookies.

-     -   Promoted to be Head of department.

Would you -

* Eat a live hamster for RM1,000,000: How to eat? Put in the mouth and let it struggle inside my mouth and then I just chew?Eeewwww! Probably British pound 1mil I will do that. Kakakaka.....

*Go to a Simple Plan concert if you had a free ticket? Need to depends on whose concert.
* Kill someone you didn't know for 15 billion dollars: If I have the license to kill, I will.

* If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with? MacGyver. Definitely not Chuck Noland as I do not want Wilson the Volleyball to become my mate too.

--------------------------Who---------------------------------------------

Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?  Contact lenses.

Do you like yourself? Sometimes yes, sometimes no.

----------------------RANDOM--------------------------------

* Hated someone in your family? Used to have. But the hate faded away as time goes by.

* What car do you wish to have? Too many to list down here. Ok! Everyone is greedy. Not only me. :p

* Good singer? Not really.

* Are you oldest?: Yes.

----------------------------Today did you------------------------------

1. Sing: Yes. In the car on my way to work. I always sing when I am alone.

WHAT IS: 
The kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use: Pantene hair fall control shampoo and Dove hair fall control conditioner,

DO YOU/ARE YOU: 
* Do you get along with your family: Get along very well.
* Obsessive: Not really.
* Compulsive: No. I don’t do things excessively.
* Anorexic: I think this is a bit impossible to happen to me. I love to eat just too much.

If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be: I try to love who I am and not going to change anything. If you don’t like me, you get lost.

Freaking Hot Weather!!

Global warming must have conquered Malaysia. The weather these few days were freaking hot. I don't feel like going out at all. Not even for lunch. Calling for food delivery is the best solution. But how many days I can order that? sob sob.....

13th National Election.

Our PM just announced that the 13th Election will be on 5th May 2013. This is my 1st time ever of voting. Time for a change....

Abandoned blog.

Wow! It's been 3years I've abandoned my blog? Can't believe it!! Time flies really too fast. I'm still the same me, only got older. :(

I didn't even login to Facebook for some time. Some internet friends even got married with kids, and recently only I found out that by looking at the photos of them in Facebook. Hehe....Please forgive me for that, and congratulations to those who are married by now and have kid(s).

Hopefully I don't abandon again this blog for another 3years. Muahaha....

Minor Accident..

A motorbike's handle knock a bit of my car side mirror when both of us cornering and the bike rider fell down on Tuesday morning on my way to work. Luckily only his right hand hurt, and not broken. He was quite a nice person and said that we 2 were really unlucky, and didn't really ask for compensation. Anyhow, without arguing, I paid for his bike's repair (RM61) by seeing his injure.

Then my left car door was scratch and dented about 3" which cost me RM150.

What a day!!

But what put me down was not really the accident, it's him, who suppose to care for me, never even ask a single word on whether I'm OK or not, but kept whining about how careless I was. :(

Strengthless.

Guess I'm really overworked. Feel so tired and strengthless when in the office. Things keep coming in even the in hand one not yet finished.

My 2 assistants are on long leave. One marriage and one unpaid due to pregnant sickness. They can just go without finishing their work. So, I need to settle their outstanding works, plus the new incoming one. Overtime is already a norm in these 2 months. Really feel like taking MC for a day or two.
Can I? ........

3rd Day Without Cigarrates

Sunday was the 1st day I stopped smoking. Today is the 3rd day, and everything seems normal to me. No withdrawing symptoms of course since I'm not really addicted to it. Just that sometimes I miss the hand and mouth movement......

It feel yucks sometimes actually without smoking.

Last pack of Cigarrates.

Decided to quit smoking again. Just bought my last pack of cigarettes (Dunhill Fine Cut - blue). After this pack , I shall stop. Hopefully after this I won't smoke again.

Looking Back Year 2009.

Didn't have much progress or changes in year 2009. By looking back at it, here's the summary:-

Good one:-
1) Went to Bangkok for vacation in July. One of the nicest trips I ever been to.
2) Got a new assistant finally to share some work load.
3) Boss gave compliment after winning a job over the hard work of mine and another colleague.
4) The new house in hometown finally finish renovating. Nice and comfortable.
5) Didn't have big argument with love one.
6) Didn't cry over anyone or any bad thing. Only cried when watched some movies.
7) 2 of my best friends gave birth, 1 more just got pregnant.
8) Reformatted home PC hard disk which got virus since 2008, and install everything all by myself. The PC is working well.
9) Found a cheap yet effective facial masks and eye masks. My skin complexion and smoothness have obviously improved.
10) Redeemed 2nights room at Genting. Had a very relaxing weekend of on a cool and cosy highland.

Bad one:-
1) Adapt the habit of smoking again.
2) Didn't get the increment I expected from the employee. Far below my expectation even though I expected really not much.
3) Gained back 3kg after quitting gym since doing housework is my only exercise. Slightly chubby I suppose. But I found that guys actually like chubby women more compared to the skinny one. :p
4) Office politics is getting more serious, even though I'm consider the neutral one, but it's not so nice working in such environment.
5) A year which I spent the most money since I was born.
6) Work load is getting heavier. But the company is going to get me another new assistant in year 2010.
7) Latest MSN Messenger does not want to work with my home PC. :( Basically stop chatting since then.

That's all I can think of. Well, the good one is more than the bad one. Not so bad isn't it. :)

Year 2010.

Another year. No resolution. Just do what I'm supposed to do.
Thinking of....change job maybe. 9 years is more than enough I guess. Hopefully can get a better one.

Baby Feel Skin After Putting Facial Masks.

My skin didn't feel this soft for such a long time. After putting the bird nest facial mask which I bought from a lady online and COD in Puchong, I could feel the immediate effect which the mask gave. I feel so delighted by touching my own face. :p

The masks are actually very popular nowadays after it has been showed in a famous Taiwan show, and I even saw a lot selling in the night markets. Some are selling very cheap online (some commented that it might be from China. which I doubt on the quality). I'm getting at RM10 for 3pcs (which is the normal price I guess) probably because I just bought 3pcs to try out only. Due to the conveniences of the COD location, I'm happy to deal that way. But the seller was kind enough to promise me to give me at cheaper price if I can order more in the future.

It's really worth trying. At least I have no regret on using that.

A Hilarious Mail from a frustrated victim of chain mails‏

I received an forwarded email about A Hilarious Mail from a frustrated victim of chain mails‏.
It writes:

I wanted to thank all my friends and family who have forwarded chain letters to me in 2003, 2004, 2005, 2006, 2007 and 2008 and continuing it in 2009 also.......

Because of your kindness:

* I stopped drinking Coca Cola after I found out that it's good for removing toilet stains.

* I stopped going to the movies for fear of sitting on a needle
infected with AIDS.

* Forwarded hundreds of mails but still waiting for FREE DESKTOP, LAPTOP, CAMERA, CELLPHONE etc….

* I smell like a wet dog since I stopped using deodorants because they cause cancer...

* I don't leave my car in the parking lot or any other place and
sometimes I even have to walk about 7 blocks for fear that someone will drug me with a perfume sample and try to rob me.

* I also stopped answering the phone for fear that they may ask me to dial a stupid number and then I get a phone bill with calls to Uganda, Pakistan, Singapore and Tokyo.

* I also stopped drinking anything out of a Can for fear that I will get sick from the rat faeces and urine.

* When I go to parties, I don't look at any girl, no matter how hot she is, for fear that she will take me to a hotel, drug me, then take my kidneys and leave me taking a nap in a bathtub full of ice.

* I also donated all my savings to the Amy Bruce account. A sick girl that was about to die in the hospital about 7,000 times... (Poor girl! she's been 7 since 1993...)

* Still open to help somebody from Nigeria who wants to use my account to transfe! r his uncle's property of $ 100 million. So much for trustworthy.

* I have forwarded 35 emails to 400 people hoping that Ericsson or Nokia will send me latest mobile phones but those models are also obsolete now.

* Made some Hundred wishes before forwarding those Ganesh , Tirupathi Balaji pics etc... Now most of those 'Wishes' are already married (to someone else)

NOW IMPORTANT NOTE:

If you do not send this e-mail to at least 11,246 people in the next 10 seconds, a bird will Pee on your head tomorrow by 12:30 PM.

Nothing has happened till now....................... but who knows. So please forward.

I think he/she must be really frustrated and write such an email.

It's actually really ridiculous about the bad things will happen if you don't forward it out. Don't you think so?

Bad Habit Came Back.

My smoking habit came back since half a year ago, and it's worse compared to previous years. One pack can still last me for a few days, but still it's more than what I used to take last time. Sigh.....

Payment from Global Test Market.

I got a cheque amounting RM170++ for the online surveys that I've done for the past one year. Redeemed 1000points which equals to USD50, just to test whether it's the real thing. It happened to be a surprise as I almost forgot about it because I redeemed it for about a month ago. Although it's very little compared to other online survey companies which are paying much higher, but at least I don't have to go to KL town center to get payment from Pay-Pal.

Thanks Global Test Market. :)

4D3N in Bangkok

4D3N In Bangkok

Went for holilday in Bangkok for 4D3N 2 weeks ago, while the H1N1 is widely spread all over the world. It actually doesn’t seems that bad over there.

During our 1st day there, Thailand was having their Buddhist Lent Day festival. No beer can be sold for 2 days. We went to the Palace Temple, and walk along the street full of books, souvenirs and food stalls.


Books stalls. Very cheap and a lot of them. I’ve never seen such long book stalls/fair in Malaysia.





Palace Temple. We couldn’t enter due to the big festival.


The sweet ‘otak-otak’ looked alike desert. Tasty.


Sleeping Buddha. Very nearby Palace Temple. We just walked there from the Palace Temple.

Then we had our 1st dinner there at a big restaurant. They serve super nice Tom Yam and food.


The most yummy Tom Yam we had in 4 days.


Fried Yam Cake. Very tasty too.


Crab meat fried with Chili. Super nice. I love this the most among all the food I ate in bangkok. We can really eat the crab meat pcs by pcs. Not like most of the restaurants serve, which we can only taste a tiny-minny pcs of crab meat debris only.


Grill pork. (Moo-Yarng in Thai).


Thai Satay. We don’t really like it. Not as tasty as Malaysia’s satay.

After the dinner we went to Suan Lam night bazaar for shopping. Bought some staff there as souvenirs for myselves, family and friends.
Had our 1st foot massage there after long walk in front of the night bazaar. The massage was not that nice due to not hard enough.

The 2nd Day, we went to the Floating Market. It’s a great experience, though the goods sold there are expensive compared to the normal market.



After the Floating Market, we went to a Zoo to watch the magic, elephants and crocodile shows. The shows were better than expected. The ticket was not cheap. 500Baht per person.


The smart elephants. We played Football, made funny actions, and played in drama which talked about wars. I was shocked by the bomb they put, with real fire.


Crocodile show. I took videos for the shows. But lazy to upload it here. :p

After that, we went back to town to take dinner.


The fresh salted compressed-cook fish. The fish meat was so fresh and sweet. Behind the fish is ‘Labaduk’. It eat together with fresh vege. A unique dish. But at the end me and my gf ate the chili accidentally and felt hot till we couldn’t talk.

After dinner, we went back hotel room for shower. Then we head to a spa to do Thai massage. The environment there was so comfortable.


The 3rd day, we went to a shopping mall called MBK then Central. Didn’t get anything there, but had my 1st pork burger of McDonald’s. The burger was so yummy compared to ours in Malaysia.


In the evening, we went to Suan Lam night bazaar again. Bought a few more items, and had dinner, and our 1st beer at the food court beside the night bazaar.

During the last day, we just went to the same spa for the Thai massage again. This time, I asked the masseur to be harder. She actually step up on me. I told her not too hard, and she told me just a little bit only because her weight is only 40kg. The process was pain this time. But I could feel my spine immediately loosen after the last step when I put on hands behind my head and she twisted my body to left then to right.

After the massage, we headed to airport to fly back to KL.

I might be going to Bangkok again by end of the year if H1N1 is in control. Or else, probably next year. There are a lot of places where I didn’t have enough time to go.